monday, dare to countdown

may31 na monday human na jud ko sa june6 sunday.

this 4 weeks is somehow like stretching my patience....the patience i don't have anymore., ,i don't care what they think of me pero napakita jud nako akong usa sa pinakanindot nga batasan.,kay gihagit na jud ko sa panahon..wa man silay batasan og etiquette so di sad sila deserve gikan nako???

gidokdok nako ang bungbong og gisingkahan jud nakog "shut up" kay matulog ko. ako morag halas nga ilang gikauban og puyo diri., di ko kadisturbo pero sila morag ila ning own place..gipang atay jud!

thanks nalang dili ko pang night duty, kay dia ning usa ka idiot sabaan og ang usa namo kakauban natulog gikan sa iyang night duty., wa jud ni makatulog ron. maau nalang dili ako ang nagsuffer ron sa kasaba...

bored gamay

dreaming of going to somewhere along the coast somewhere in Spain.

Hola España!

maayong panahon

sa wakas nisilaw na ang adlaw sa Skåne pero tugnaw ang hangin. Mora kog nabuhi, ang akong dugo nga nagalatay sa kaugatan nabuhi sama sa wati sa ilalom sa yuta.

nanglaba lang usa ko ug hinay-hinay, way lumba. nagakuri kuri sa akong mga tanom nga hinay pa ang tubo tingali ulahi gyod kaayo ang kainit karong tuiga. hinaut nga makasaksi ako nga mamulak kining mga tanoma usa ko mobalik sa Norway.

quality time

i spend quality time with my hubby.

we talked a lot about everything from heaven to earth. We are in the same wavelength.

thanks for deleting our facebook account hahahaha...we are two stupid idiots.
thats why we still are together soon 25 yrs and they call it silver anniversary.

yeah thats it.

leaving facebook today

today i have decided to leave facebook after a long discussion to myself hehe

nagkadaghan ang lista sa akong friendslist, samot og ka walay oras sa tinuod nakong mga amiga. wa nay gana manawag kay lili nalang sa facebook ug unsay nahitabo kanila ug vice versa. way ayo.

way ayo para nako , i am just speaking for myself. kay basig naay maoffend sensitive baya ang kalibutan karon.

april

.........langfredag (easter) i've been working early til 3 pm it was nice and bit sunny in the morning and cloudy in the afternoon. a collegue from finland asked me if we could take a walk , sure i said. I live alone in this pensionhouse my swedish collegue just left monday and a german couple left last wednesday. I am totally alone in this big pensionhouse under my grieving time of loss. I dunno how tough it can be sometimes.
I am not into walking in Sweden esp. not in skåne as it is so boring and flat. But this friday afternoon me and a finnish collegue walked around 2 hrs and surprisingly I couldn't get enough of it and just want to continue. We walked longer and longer but then he said now we got to go back., who surrender I asked.

when we came back he went to his room in our working place where he live and fixed himself after the walk and came to my place (pensionhouse) brought the 3 liters box of red chilean wine.
we chat and drank, i drank 2 glasses of red wine....and every minute of our company during walk and the time we sat and drank Lito my brother is always in my head.

I am feeling better after all. I don't know if there's someone like me who cares so much for her brothers as I do., or is this a feeling of being the eldest of the family who took care of them in the early age while my mother was away making a living??

Rest in Peace for you pa, ma and Lito..I do my best to take care of my family and support jr. and zyra as i can. good night.

I lost my beloved brother

Life will never ever be the same again. March 8, 2010 I lost my brother. Had I known he was dying then I rathered have stayed since we just left homePhilippines last Feb. 1.

Lito you know how much I/we care for you. We will be missing your presence but you are always in our hearts. May your soul rest in peace.

You will always be loved. Thanks for everything you have shared to us.

Love,
Ate